I finally told the girl i like that i liked her.  I thought it was going to be a lot more awkward, but the response was awesome.

Writer's Block: Arts v. smarts
Given the choice, would you prefer to be a world-class (visual or performing) artist or an intellectual genius? Which, in your opinion, would facilitate a more fulfilling career and social life?

I would probably have to pic genius...i would be rich and i could buy a social life. lol

god...i feel so depressed. lately it just feels like no one cares anymore. im always having to defend myself in an argument that i was never supposed to be in, in the first place. Even the people in my family that i thought would always be there for me, have lately been "different" it seems. No one wants to even just sit down and talk anymore. I wanna get away from here really bad sometimes, but i cant. I dont have the means to get out of here... Then when i do confront someone about how i feel, they turn it around and make me feel like im the bad guy. Isn't family supposed to be there for you when you need something...not shoot you down like they dont care. I guess there is nothing i can do about it though...oh well...just got to live life i guess.

Why does everything need to change?
Some people call it progress...some people like it...some people hate it... But, why does everyone feel the need to change things.  Even if there is nothing wrong with whatever it is. Nothing seems to stay the same for any amount of time anymore.  You cant get ahead in a decent career because there is new shit coming out every 6 months...and people are being trained on stuff that is going to be obsolete in a year or two.  Why doesnt someone invent something that will be around for 50 years and teach people that...All this "green job" stuff is such bull shit in so many ways.  I mean, i like the environment as much as the next person...but come on, we aren't going to run out of oil.  They just say that so the oil companies can make 3+ dollars per gallon.  Anyway...if you read this, you were probably bored as hell. but thanks...i was venting i think. Go ahead and comment.

Ive been feeling so tired lately. I dont even know why. So many things going on, maybe. Ive been so overwhelmed with school and life. All the new fur's here in portland that ive met are really cool, so far. I have a girlfriend now which is nice. Debating whether i should tell her about furries or not...then i might have to start all over. uhhg. anyway...if you read all of this...thanks...

I had an awesome night last night
I had an awesome night last night.  New girlfriend came over and spent the night and...ummm....yeah.  So, hopefully, today will be a good day.

Oregon weather
Uhhg. I love Oregon...but the weather here can piss me off sometimes.  It only wants to rain when you dont want it too. and when you have nothing to do, its sunny. Or when you want it to snow...its just cold and rainy.

Writer's Block: Animal magnetism
What animal best represents your inner spirit? If you had to wake up as an animal, which one would you choose, and why? Are your two answers the same? Why or why not?

Im going to say a Tiger! and answer is the same for both question.s

Yay. we are going fursuiting next week. im exited.

I feel pretty good today
I found out that there are a bunch of other furries in my area. So, thats cool...i made some new friends today.  Still trying to find a decent looking, strait female furry to hang out with...


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